February 13 2011
I don't understand why things always go to shit all at once. It just doesn't make sense to me. I hate being in this place, I feel lost again. It's shit. All I want to do is fucking leave. Summer can't come fast enough. The worst part is when I get like this I'm so fucking self destructive. I eat tons, I stop caring about school, I drink but get depressed.
P A T H E T I C
And the only thing I want or that I feel will make me happy is to get far the fuck away from here. I wish school wasn't so fucking important, I wish society didn't exist, I wish I had a better way out than blazing every day and mostly I wish I knew ANYONE who felt the same way.
Today's title brought to you by: Cue the Sun - Daphne Loves Derby
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